My somewhat of a First Date

December 26, 2012

          I have never been on a real date, which is why I say somewhat of a date, because I have no idea what one would feel like, in reality.  I have seen many films about how dates happen and blah, but that's the thing, it's a movie, if you copy what others do, you'll never figure out what is right for you... and even though it wasn't perfect, it was thoroughly enough for me.  I was thrilled and fluttery the whole time, and when they were not looking, I'd turn my head and take a quick glance, hoping they were doing the same.  I worried too much about being "perfect" but only because this person at the moment kinda means a lot to me...  Now to begin with the date.

          First we began by me waiting outside, thinking that they lived in a dance studio or something, and then I pretended to text so I did not look like a weirdo, and then looking down, I heard them approaching and I went " :] " on the inside.  I should have hugged them, it seemed like that is where the moment was trying to go, but I didn't which I regret.  So my nervous self talked forever...until I was invited inside [which is good, vamps have to be ;) ].  We began by watching a movie, the choice was supposed to be Mean Girls, one of their faves.  It was a total FAIL!  T'was not on Netflix... boo!  So we watched Scary Movie 2 instead.  I swear watching this with them was like watching it for the first time.  Laughs, and giggles, my heart melting at the sound of their joy.  I don't think I have felt this comfortable this early with a person, I felt like it was okay to laugh... even though I held back. I felt like it was okay to have an opinion, and have a say.  I was treated nicely....  After this ended, I was moved into seeing Hannibal, and I got some food.  Cereal, my fave ;) Special K: Yogurt!!!!   haha.  ummm. So, eating while watching Hannibal is, I must say, interesting....    .__.  

          And then we proceeded onto some but kicking, mine that is... I got totally defeated at these video-games.  Considering I never play, I think I did well.... Right?! o.o haha.  Then hot dogs were made, and it was yummy :}... they remembered how I liked them, which was sweet. (:  and then some more but kicking, I think I got better as we played. ^_^  "haha"  And then it started getting late... but I didn't really want to go yet,  I felt like I should have, but I did not...  So then we started watching the dark knight rises 2 (or something) ... long movie!! But it was quite good(:  Eventually I saw like I might have overstayed my welcome, so even though it was freezing, and I had a minor irritated throat which is 95%gone, and didn't really affect me. [I actually feel better].  I  decided to just go wait outside so they could sleep.  Even though they did nap while I was there... I thought we were going to get to that later... but I guess it happened the first time. haha.  So to wrap this up... I really enjoyed my time, and although they were too tired to express any feelings towards the end, I think they were just as content, just Veeeeeeeeeeeery sleepy... haha.  And I am Happy at this moment remembering it... someone made me smile unconditionally, for once that is all I ever wanted, and I kinda like this feeling.

" Fall, fall for me,
This could be something, special to be,
I'm not a psychic, so I can't guarantee,
But risks can be taken, 
Take a chance, Take a Chance With Me... 

I'm right, why fight? ... Oh!

First arguments/fights/whatever with friends are the best I think, because it doesn't matter who has the right of reason, what matters is if it goes away.  I feel like I am right, I was just giving a truthful feedback, and it's not fair, but I am willing to give the right of for forgiveness. I mean I am not mad, so it's all up to you now....

Who else has felt like they know they are right and feel no need for a fight?

Boom Boom Boom

As Katy Perry sings, "do you ever feel like a plastic bag?"  Yes, I have, I feel like I am so insignificant in this world, but then I remember she is also right... I am a firework, and I always let my colors burst, and I will let the world know and make them go oh oh oh. Hahah.  Today, Independence Day, it went really well, I hung out with my BFF Crystal Diaz and it went awesome, I ate like a fat-ass, and it was alright!
The night has come to an end and it is almost time to say goodnight, so in my dreams I shall shine brighter than the moon, for now, eventually I shall shine at all times and forever in effervescent light!<3
Goodnight AlteredKiddz!

Come Back?

So, I haven't been on here in "forever" haha, and I really want to get into this, I need: Followers? Bloggers? Tweet Tweet? Anywho, I need people who will actually read this stuff.  Why not read into the life of an average guy with the same dream many have, what makes me special, I'm not sure yet, but, I will find out one day.  I dream big, and have the heart and passion for those dreams, and the talent.  I'm like a locksmith, I like "doors" haha, and I try to find the right key to open that door that will let go on to the next.
SO follow me on this Altered Life, as we all grow into ourselves find out who we are, and who is the person inside that makes us "larger than life" for me, his name is A.Jayy, my Alter Ego... Who's Yours?

1st College Semester Out of The Way

So, if you are High School graduate of 2010, you most likely started your first semester of College August, 2010.  What a blast it has been.  Hours of studying, less time with family and friends, but hey, we did it!  First semester is out of the way and we are closer to being what we want to be in life.  It is now December 17, 2010.  We are getting closer to the holidays, be safe and God Bless :D

- Let your Heart shine through!