December 26, 2012
I have never been on a real date, which is why I say somewhat of a date, because I have no idea what one would feel like, in reality. I have seen many films about how dates happen and blah, but that's the thing, it's a movie, if you copy what others do, you'll never figure out what is right for you... and even though it wasn't perfect, it was thoroughly enough for me. I was thrilled and fluttery the whole time, and when they were not looking, I'd turn my head and take a quick glance, hoping they were doing the same. I worried too much about being "perfect" but only because this person at the moment kinda means a lot to me... Now to begin with the date.
First we began by me waiting outside, thinking that they lived in a dance studio or something, and then I pretended to text so I did not look like a weirdo, and then looking down, I heard them approaching and I went " :] " on the inside. I should have hugged them, it seemed like that is where the moment was trying to go, but I didn't which I regret. So my nervous self talked forever...until I was invited inside [which is good, vamps have to be ;) ]. We began by watching a movie, the choice was supposed to be Mean Girls, one of their faves. It was a total FAIL! T'was not on Netflix... boo! So we watched Scary Movie 2 instead. I swear watching this with them was like watching it for the first time. Laughs, and giggles, my heart melting at the sound of their joy. I don't think I have felt this comfortable this early with a person, I felt like it was okay to laugh... even though I held back. I felt like it was okay to have an opinion, and have a say. I was treated nicely.... After this ended, I was moved into seeing Hannibal, and I got some food. Cereal, my fave ;) Special K: Yogurt!!!! haha. ummm. So, eating while watching Hannibal is, I must say, interesting.... .__.
And then we proceeded onto some but kicking, mine that is... I got totally defeated at these video-games. Considering I never play, I think I did well.... Right?! o.o haha. Then hot dogs were made, and it was yummy :}... they remembered how I liked them, which was sweet. (: and then some more but kicking, I think I got better as we played. ^_^ "haha" And then it started getting late... but I didn't really want to go yet, I felt like I should have, but I did not... So then we started watching the dark knight rises 2 (or something) ... long movie!! But it was quite good(: Eventually I saw like I might have overstayed my welcome, so even though it was freezing, and I had a minor irritated throat which is 95%gone, and didn't really affect me. [I actually feel better]. I decided to just go wait outside so they could sleep. Even though they did nap while I was there... I thought we were going to get to that later... but I guess it happened the first time. haha. So to wrap this up... I really enjoyed my time, and although they were too tired to express any feelings towards the end, I think they were just as content, just Veeeeeeeeeeeery sleepy... haha. And I am Happy at this moment remembering it... someone made me smile unconditionally, for once that is all I ever wanted, and I kinda like this feeling.
" Fall, fall for me,
This could be something, special to be,
I'm not a psychic, so I can't guarantee,
But risks can be taken,
Take a chance, Take a Chance With Me...
